I’m actually writing this on Thursday, but it’s being published on Friday so let’s just all pretend that when I say “today,” I mean “Friday” because that reality is easier for all of us to accept. Or maybe it’s just me that cares.
Either way, I’m using today to be lazily productive. Most of my writing days fall into this category because I never really get dressed or shower, but I do get things done, and today is a writing day, as most “todays” are, but especially so right now because it’s NaNoWriMo and like the fool that I am, I decided to participate again. I’m very behind on my wordcount, but I’m perservering because that’s what the point is (for me at least), to perservere even when I know that getting to the 50k by the end of this month is possibly not going to happen, but instead I have to believe that it definitely will happen because I have to believe that future me is going to muster the motivation to put the words down even though current me is struggling.
The way that I manage it is ten minutes at a time. I sit down and I set a timer on my phone for ten minutes. Then I hit play on my laptop so that loud music is blasting and I start typing and I don’t let myself stop typing until that timer goes off. As soon as that little annoying sound starts playing, I stop typing – even in the middle of a sentence -, I hit pause on the music, and I go do some other task on my to-do list (i.e. putting in another load of laundry, working on a patreon reward, taking the dogs for a walk, or arguing with the ghost in my bathroom). As soon as that task on my list is done, I do another ten minutes, and then repeat until I have finished my to-do list. I’ve found that it takes me ten minutes to get about 350 words out of my brain, which means that I only need to do six writing sessions to surpass my daily goal. Suddenly, it doesn’t seem so bad anymore.
This method is by no means an original or universal one, but it’s the one that works for me. I’m not a person who can sit down at my laptop and write from dawn until dusk. I get distracted or discouraged when I start to run out of steam and then depression and self-loathing sets in, and frankly, those are demons that I’d like to not wrestle with if I can help it (The ghost in the bathroom isn’t so bad, even if its sense of humor can be gross), and I’m thinking that maybe the reason this works is that those demons need just more than ten minutes of travel time to make it to the front of my brain, but if I don’t give them more than ten minutes, they miss the train and they have to wait for another one, and then I just end up never letting them catch the train and they’re stuck on a platform deep in the recesses of my mind for most of the day. I’d feel bad for them if they weren’t such jerks when they came around.
Anyway, I’m not sure if any of you are slogging through something this month, whether it’s a wordcount or some other daunting task, but if you are, I hope you have something like my ten-minute system to make it less scary. If you do, leave a comment down below and tell me what it is, because it took me a while to find mine and maybe someone else reading this is in need of one.